Have you ever been paralyzed with so much pain that you thought you were dying?
Your heart constricts and blood flow decreases until you are no longer breathing
That’s how I felt when you left
Life was no longer worth living
No longer would I see the depth of the world in your eyes
No longer would my anxiety be at ease from seeing that dimple in your smile
My security blanket, also known as your arms wrapped around me was no longer available
And now I must learn to navigate this thing called life the same way I made my entrance into the world…..alone.